Thursday, January 26th, 2006

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3:37a	Birthday presents Other than the Wonderful adjustable easle i got from Swift and Sil m,y first b-day present has been a malfunctioning heater! YAY ........ kinda afraid that some of my fish may die if it gets to cold in here. i can prolly get out tomarrow to get a new one. i have the cash for it though it will dig into what i need for next month but hey emergencies are emegencies you know.. i am not emo about it just really disapointed in the rotten timing. it finally gets cold enough to be dangerous to life in here and then the damn thing goes to hell... if it gets more cold i may stay up and walk down town to try to get a heater. I think i will need to find some better boots in the hosue though as my shoes are about treadless (though so damn comfy!) Oh well it could be worse. it could be as cold as last year. and well it will get warmer when the sun comes up which is only a few hours from now... the smell of the engine of the fan mechanism had me in quite a panic i tell you. i ripped apart things near my desk which was harder than it used ot be especially when i am kinda freaking that things may be on fire and no matter what my beloved fish would be quite dead. i really don't think i could handle the loss of pets like that again (in masse not by fire) however the more zenish side of me almost thought that losing everything would be good.. strange. but the plugs were quite cold and all electrical wires and extension cords in the same shape and i tracked it to the heater itself. the fan simply burned out and made a bad smell because the heater got REALLY hot and well burned of the dust on the top of the heater and prolly heated up internal elements... However the panic while it filled me with adeniline has also left me and took adrenilin with it. and the house is quite torn apart... Right now i am waiting for the quite Unlovely pain in my back and the overall weak feeling in my body to abade a bit so i can fix things and maybe get a nap or so... someday i will live in a good house that i am not afriad of that i love and that no one can throw me out of. I guess my pickiness is bad in some ways but you know a stint at homelessness and being bounced around aglipolis and tossed out of my sisters house and such and in all the places i have lived since i left home in 97 or 98 forever i have yet to live in any house that had everything or even all the nesseities worked at once. and honestly i am simply to broken to deal with this crap anymore... i know everything i want in a new home. i do not need a huge place or a OMG beautiful place i can make anything look good. i want enough land to grow food and such I want a working furnace and a wood burner or fireplace. I want a gas or proane stove. washer and dryer would be nice but not nessasary and good electrical wiring. also strong floors would be keen! and most importantly somewhere i feel safe... Of course if the gods are lsitening to this a HUGE ASS PORCH would rock it so totally would there! My Birthday newyears stuff from World Of Feng Shui - has a list of predictions for all the animal signs for this year and some really interesting stuff for the world in general! Fun read ( Read more... ) Current Mood: disappointed (25 Comments | Comment on this)
5:59p	day so far Well I gots a new heater same modle from before with an updated chunkier plug and cord. the last one lasted me three years of use so i expect the same from this one. the fan motor on the old one is dead but the heater coil works still. so in case of emergencies or something it is a sorce of heat and paired with a fan would still do it's job. Harvey only nearly killed us twice today and only went the wrong direction once IMPROVEMENZT! the buds on my Cutting of japanese Quince are getting near to opening. if they open on New years exactly it will rock so hard! Also the tiny bit of wisteria i grabbed last year and stuck in an aqaurium that i left there after it lost it's leaves becuase the fish lioke the roots so has come back and began to bud leaves! i take this as a good sign! Also as far as i can tell No one is dead in the fish dept. So YAY turning out to be a desent day after all! Also got my check from Kiba today so YAY Money JUST IN TIME! my extemities are no longer numbly painful either from my panic last night. everything seems to be shapping up nicely I was looking through the Feng Shui stuff last night and well I think i may try ot make a Money Wealth fortune vase of eight godlfish whatever cause it sounds neat. will substitute things but i know where i can find a beautiful vase for the thing and it will look pretty at any rate and I really want one of the 15 eyes Dzi beads that were mentioned in the article/ i did a little research and found that they are Tibetian in origin and are carved from Tibetian Tekties (Meteoric gem material) which i love and they are quite pretty in design as well. the central bead is the tektite and the others are smoky quartz most of the rest of the stuff that they mention for the upcoming year i either already have or am going to be able to get with ease. though i want to get enough washers of that loverly brass finish to make a full sized coin sword. something Tai Chi braodsword sized to wear about. though i am going to cheat and also J.B.Weld the thing together as well as the cord knots. Should look fantastic if i can get the stuff to make it Anyway much to do and little time to do it in so i am off to make dinner Update the game boards (which are still OPEN HINT HINT! ) and do my poem of the day in Napoewrimo and start cleaning the kitchen and getting things ready for new years (need to prepare the altars and such!) and get ready for candlemas as well! (2 Comments | Comment on this)
11:02p	the most interesting gift so far http://rapidshare.de/files/11918812/Happybirthday_.swf.html it is a quick download Current Mood: amused Current Music: katamari damacy (1 Comment | Comment on this)

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